My heart yearned for greatness,
Heart sinking as rejection piles up,
Part of me feels I don’t belong,
Like I have nothing to offer,
People mock me and my age,
Telling me that it is too late,
Tears begin to spill out,
I begin to question God,
But where are His promises?!
This was not part of the deal,
Why me Lord?!
How long do I have to suffer?
When is my time coming?
I want my blessings now!!
I begin to languish and scream,
And then I give up,
As the pain begins to overwhelm me,
All I need is just one yes,
Perhaps I am destined to be a plain housewife,
A useless woman who is a burden to all.